Me

You, the one I love, do you understand me?
Do you know that you are killing me with your words?
Do you know that you are choking me with your thoughts?

Does it show?
That the smile I wear is superficial?
That I keep my feeling locked up?
That I ...hurt...?

What did you say?
You say that you understand
That you know how I feel.
But do you know of the pain that is ripping me appart?
Do you know what is underneath?

Have you opened my heart?
Have you heard my screams for help?
Have you seen that my heart is tearing?
CAN YOU UNDERSTAND THAT I AM ALONE TRAPPED IN THE DARK?

Do you even care?
Your screams are only to make yourself feel better
Your tears are only for self pity,
Yes, you are
SELFISH

That is why you blame me
That is why you hurt me
That is why you DESTROY me

That is how you kill me

That is how you LOVE me